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Sunday, 08 November 2009
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Is there a reason to quote a heretic?
I am not sure there is ever an excuse to quote a heretic from the pulpit... not unless you are giving an example of their bad theology. For example... if a pastor ever gave a quote from Joel Osteen... one that wasn't followed by "this is an example of horrible theology!" then I think there is a right to be concerned. The congregates may assume that the quote is coming from a sound and biblical source... and journey down that rabbit hole and arrive at the verge of heresy without knowing it.
Today a red flag went up when I heard a preacher at a church in town quote from mystic Brother Lawrence. For more on this mystic see here: http://www.lighthousetrailsresearch.com/brotherlawrence.htm I have to wonder... why? Is there NO ONE else in the history of Christianity who has spoke on prayer at any length who isn't a heretic? Someone who was not engaged in contemplative practices that are more pagan than Christ-centric?
Why is there a desire in ANY way to reconnect with the mystics today? I mean... what was the reason for the Reformation of 400-500 years ago? What, after all, did we LEAVE when Christianity moved beyond Rome? If we left it, why attempt to allude to it in a positive way?
It's just... troubling.
Friday, 30 October 2009
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Not to Us
By Chris Tomlin
'Not To Us'
see relatedPsalm 115 - a very personal reflection.
Psalm 115:1-3 (ESV)
"Not to us, O LORD, not to us, but to your name give glory, for the sake of your steadfast love and your faithfulness. Why should the nations say, "Where is their God?" Our God is in the heavens; he does all that he pleases."
Too often I am about my own glory. I wonder what others have thought of me or my pride keeps me from doing what I know I should have done. Selfishness, pride, all abound in my life in a daily basis. But this is not how it should be. Despite what some televangelists who claim “God wants a dollar from you,” God is not about OUR glory. A famous evangelical wrote a book on this theme – it’s not about you – but then proceeded spend the rest of the book declaring how it IS about us as people. When we make it all about us, we rob God of what he deserves – his own glory. This is a magnificent creator and Savior, one who is all about his own glory. If we were about our own glory, we would be narcissistic. But God is the only one DESERVING of his own glory, and so it is not narcissistic.
This is a God “in the heavens, who does all that he pleases.” This concept that God is sovereign over his creation is not a very popular one, and has been abandoned in Christianity, even in those traditions in the historic Protestantism. At least Job and Paul, in Romans 9, recognized that God truly is sovereign over his creation and does as he pleases. I am ever thankful that it was his good pleasure to foreknow me before the foundation of the world and elect me for his saving purposes, though I in NO way deserve his great love. For this, God alone gets all the glory. In the words of the famous reformers, “Soli Deo Gloria”
Sunday, 18 October 2009
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A visit from family
I wish I had something far more insightful to say... but I really don't. I am still here...
My grandparents and parents visited the church Kacey and I attend last weekend. It was an interesting visit. Even MORE interesting is that my grandparents really liked the service and the sermon Pastor Doug gave! Not that Doug usually gives inadequate sermons... not at all! However, seeing as Boulevard holds to the Doctrines of Grace... and the sermon was in ROMANS... it would not have surprised me if my grandparents (who were raised up in the Oneness Pentecostalism and now attend a liberal American Baptist congregation) ended up hating the service, with its emphasis on God's grace rather than our works. Still, they really seemed to like it. My parents, of course, loved it... no surprise there.
The sermon was definitely focused on God's grace in our salvation. Non-God-fearing Gentiles suppressed the knowledge of God (Romans 1). God-fearing Gentiles claimed to love God, but were hypocritical in that they did the very things they said were sinful for people to do (Romans 2). The Jews, to whom the law was given, are no better either... because they too sin (Romans 3). Additionally, the law cannot save. It only points out what sin is. This is not to say that the law is sin! By no means! But rather, the law points out sin - points out MY problem, MY sin. The problem is not the law for doing its job... the problem is ME and my wretchedness. In a way it is kinda like "don't blame the messenger." The law brings the message of my wretchedness - it does not make me a wretch. I do that just fine on my own. How then is there any salvation?
Romans 5:6-11.
Christ died for the ungodly. We did not initiate - He did! 
Friday, 28 August 2009
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A scandle with God's sovereign plan to save?
Today in my REL 580 "Theories of Religious Studies", Dr. Given brought up something interesting that the Deists and Natural Religion gurus of the 18th century were bothered by. something called "The Scandal of Particularity." This "scandal" deals with their rebellion against the notion of God choosing to save a VERY SMALL group of people throughout History - taking true form in Abraham and throughout to those in the New Covenant today. This seems to be the minority today, in our world of fast and easy communication. But consider how many people have lived on this planet... and in places where the gospel never reached... or even a word of the Torah uttered. It is quite clear that the VAST majority of people, according to biblical Christianity, will be in Hell after the final judgment for all eternity.
These more "enlightened" thinkers (oh brother!) gauge that if there was really any justice in the world, religion must be natural and available to everyone, making salvation available at all times in all places. These men saw it as unjust for a god to only make salvation available to a select few, and to condemn several worlds full of people who do not have an option to be saved. After all, how can those who do not know about the gospel be held accountable for not being saved? Thus, this is the "scandal of particularity." That God would only save a particular people within a particular time. And somehow this doesn't sit well with human beings and their (fallen) concept of what is just and good.
Actually, this is Palagianism, run amok
The very "problem" itself is nothing more than the complaining of sinful, wretched, rebellious creatures who HATE their creator and are using this as an excuse to not repent and trust the gospel to save. It if fundamentally flawed. It presupposes that we, as sons and daughters of our first father Adam, are morally neutral (or even good) creatures, who deserve salvation... who are not responsible for their damnation if they can't accept a way out of it.
This is not just unbiblical, it is counter-biblical! It spits in the face of the gospel of divine grace.
Their dichotomy begins with their selfish man-centered concept of "justice" they have cooked up and are forcing upon our Sovereign Lord. Yet while they scream WE WANT JUSTICE!!! they deceive themselves. They do not want justice. They do NOT want JUSTICE!! JUSTICE would mean that Adam and all of his offspring would spend an eternity experiencing God's righteous wrath in Hell! That is what we deserve. By nature we are in fact children of WRATH (Eph 2). We are not morally neutral beings who have gotten a bum deal for being born at a time or place absent from Christianity... we are at enmity with God from birth... nah, from conception, as we are sinful from the moment we are conceived (Ps 51). THAT is what is JUSTICE. That is what we all deserve by our nature.
And yet... God does not give us justice. THANKFULLY he does not. He is a God of justice... but he does not pour out his just wrath on me for my sin... he poured it out 2000 years ago on Christ Jesus, who was the Godman... lived a perfect life... and gave his life as a ransom for many. His righteousness was imputed to me, and my sinful wretchedness was imputed to him. He gave me his righteousness to wear as a pristine pure white coat... and in love he took on my disgusting dung-covered jacket as his own. I do not deserve salvation. It OWED to me or to you or to ANYONE. It is not owed by those living in nations where Christianity is prevalent, nor is it owed by those who live in jungles unaware of the gospel... nor was it owed by those living prior to the free offer of the gospel!
That is the thing about GRACE... it is never earned. Never deserved. It is given out freely, graciously by the giver. God would have been 100% PERFECTLY JUST to not offer salvation to ANYONE. But he chose, because he FELT LIKE IT, because it pleased him to do so, to save SOME. He chose to save a particular people for himself... to give to the Son (Jesus Christ) as a payment for his selfless humiliation - the death on a cross. Because God foreloved he chose to shed his blood for all who repent and believe the gospel - for the elect, chosen before the foundation of the world.
I do not scream out for JUSTICE. Instead I thank God for his glorious, marvelous GRACE. Completely undeserved, applied to my account.
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Tuesday, 25 August 2009
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A coherant picture resulting from the Gospel accounts
Yes. Believe it or not... it is possible. Actually don't "not" believe it. If you do (or don't?) then you are just wrong. So stop it. Or do it. I forget.
Moving on.
One of the "drums" my extremely liberal professor Boyer was banging away at this past intercession course was that there is no way to generalize about an event or teaching of Christ from the pages of Scripture. We can, according to Boyer, only say with any certainty what Mark says about Jesus doing _____ or how John characterizes Jesus during ______. Each account exists isolated from each other; it would be foolish to attempt to reconcile these accounts into one coherent account of the life and teachings and death and resurrection of Jesus... as... "Then you would be creating a gospel that is unlike ANY of the four canonical Gospels: a gospel that does not even exist!!"
Right. I call shenanigans.
It sounds profound, after all. I mean, if I were to take clips from various films or television episodes... and attempt to edit them together into one story line... I would not have anything resembling the original... rather I would have some strange concoction of Top Gun/Back to the Future/Batman Forever/The Naked Gun/Monsters Inc/Tin Man... right??? The end result of the edit would be essentially a film freak... not fitting into any of the categories of films we started with. The end result of the piecing together project would be a NEW story that the films themselves, in their contexts, never attempted to tell. Any attempt to splice them together would be to rape them from their historical and meaningful and artistic contexts.... RIGHT????
I would put to you, this is the summary of the argument Boyer presented in class concerning ANY (and I do mean ANY) attempt to harmonize the material presented in the four canonical Gospels to arrive at any coherent look at the Gospel accounts. Pardon me while I throw up... the argument is severely flawed at its core. The film example he briefly alluded to (and which I have faithfully, i would argue, expanded on) presupposes that the gospel accounts are of completely different events and story lines. Top Gun has little in common with Back to the Future (aside from the fact they both were made in the mid 80s), and even less in common with Tin Man and Batman Forever!! Each film is looking at its own fictional story to entertain the audience, completely separate from one another. And therein lies the error.
The film example uses distinctly different fictional stories and a hack job to attempt to make a brand new story from various pieces. However, NO ONE would suggest this is the case when reading or watching the daily news. When reading about an event - historical or current - it is often helpful to gain multiple perspectives on the news piece at hand. Multiple papers may show a wide array of opinions and perspectives on a single issue or occurrence. Fox News will include details of a story that are not to be found on CNN... and the BBC or The Telegraph (a British news outlet) are likely to include perspectives on a single story rarely spelled out clearly in an American newspaper.
I think you see my point, but I will put it to you another way. I just hope this example is not too crass.
Some of us can probably recount the various camera angles on the World Trade Center crashes on 9/11 by heart. Different media outlets got a different perspective on the plane crashes. See bellow (disturbing images)
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Now I ask you... is there something particularly wrong or DRASTICALLY INSANE about piecing this footage together to show the unfolding of events on 9/11? True... camera A did not see things camera B was able to include. Does this mean that camera B made things up that A did not know about? This is a stupid question. The answer is clearly no. Additionally, you probably know the majority of footage we have of the first plane crash that occurred is not from the major news sources but from independent amateur footage. What of this then? Using Boyer's (and other liberals') logic... we can not POSSIBLY string together the amateur footage with the footage from Fox News of the second plane crash to arrive at a clearer and truthful look at what happened on 9/11, CAN WE??? After all... Fox News Channel MUST have been meaning to tell the ENTIRE story of 9/11 with their cameras from their perspective, as if it is the only perspective to see the footage from. Or... is this not the case?
If we are to be HYPER-critical of harmonization of the Gospel accounts to give us a clear and concise record of the life, teaching, death, and resurrection of Christ, then we MUST be consistent and be HYPER-critical of ANY attempt ANYWHERE to harmonize an account of an event or teaching. Just as the liberal Boyer wants to look at the crucifixion of Christ, and come away from it claiming any form of harmonization does damage to the artistic and cultural context in which the story was composed and told... so we would HAVE to look at different footage from 9/11 and resist putting together that footage to understand what happened that fateful day.
I am unaware of CNN's cameras claiming to provide the entirity of angles when it comes to a given news story. I am not familiar with Fox News' declaration that every camera angle it provides DEFINITIVELY tells each and EVERY story to the fullest, with NOTHING left to uncover from any other possible camera angles on a given story. Similarly, Matthew does not claim to pen the FINAL WORD on the teaching. life, death, and resurrection of Christ. Luke does not claim for itself that ONLY what is recorded in the pages of his Gospel is what actually happened during Jesus' ministry and mission to redeem a lost people. Quite the contrary. Even John wrote in John 21 that Jesus did MANY OTHER things that are not recorded in this particular book. No gospel is comprehensive in and of itself on the life and death and resurrection of Christ!! No gospel even claims this for itself.
Despite what the liberals want you to think/believe... the Gospel accounts CAN be reconciled with each other. One CAN look at the three "options" for Jesus' final words and come up with a definitive last phrase by Christ: "It is finished," as described by John. (For more on this, see below)* Coming so this conclusion is fairly simple once we understand that each of the gospel writers had a unique vantage point of the events which unfolded. Though the vantage points, or camera angles, differed slightly, there is plenty of evidence to piece the different points in such a way that a fairly clear and accurate depiction of Jesus is carefully edited together to give a clear picture of the historical reality of what occurred, as recorded in the New Testament. Historical documents and records are often needed to be harmonized to show a complete picture of what happened, as no single account claims to be the final say on said event. If we are willing to be wisely charitable with other ancient and modern historical accounts... there is absolutely NO reason to not apply this method of harmonization to another ancient document - The Holy Bible.
Of course... seeing as the Bible is literally God's breathed-out Word... this gives even more reason to have trust in the reliability of the documents and in harmonization. But I suppose that is a slightly separate (though indeed important) issue.
*The last words of Jesus recorded by Matthew and Mark are "My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?" This is not to be understood as Jesus' last words, but they are the last words that these two gospel writers, under the inspiration of the Holy Spirit, recorded. Mark, for instance, also records that "Jesus uttered a loud cry and breathed his last" (15:37). Luke, then, gives the reader WHAT that loud cry was. "Then Jesus, calling out with a loud voice, said, 'Father, into your hands I commit my spirit!'" Again... Jesus then, having said this, breaths his last. So what was uttered with his final breath? "It is finished." After this, Jesus bows his head and gives up his spirit, for he is now actually dead, having accomplished redemption.
Saturday, 25 July 2009
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Christ's Pefect Obedience for My Account
Toying w/ this idea... so hang in there with me...
If the work of Christ was limited to the cross in the forgiveness of sins and the wrath of God being transferred to Christ on my account... this does me ZERO amount of good. Ok, I'm forgiven of my sin by God, and God isn't justly furious with me because of my sin... so what? This would do me NO good because ... if I only had my sins forgiven and wrath for me staved off... that doesn't mean I get anything GOOD out of it. Nothing inherently positive. Sure, God not being mad is ok. But is it good?
Think about it. Just because someone isn't pissed at you doesn't mean you have a good relationship with that person, does it? You can not hate someone, but then again not have that individual be your favorite person. Just because you don't want to burn their face with a hot iron doesn't mean you want to give them a hug and let them use your favorite robe when they come over for a late night of pizza & Star Wars (the real trilogy, not that prequel nonsense).
Christ's death on the cross was marvelous. Christ was our substitute!! He died the death we should have died. God's wrath abides on us, but Christ took the punishment for us. Amazing love.
And yet, there is more to justification than that.
The cross doesn't just put me "not on God's bad list" anymore. It actually puts me on the "good" list, if I can call it that (though it is not MY goodness). How? Because Christ didn't just die the death I should have died... He lived the life I could not live.
Romans 5:19 speaks greatly of this truth. "For as by the one man's disobedience the many were made sinners, so by the one man's obedience the many will be made righteous."
Through Christ's perfect obedience - his sinless life - he wasn't ONLY able to fulfill the requirement of the sacrificial lamb without blemish as a symbol... His blemish-less life BECOMES mine. His life of perfect law keeping - something NO mere man has a hope of accomplishing - is what is granted to me and all who repent and trust in Christ for their salvation from sin and the wrath that is to come.
Again, I know this is orthodoxy... but I'm trying to put it all together in my head. Hope I'm on the right track in understanding this glorious doctrine of justification.
I love this glorious gospel of grace alone through faith alone in Christ alone for the glory of God alone, as detailed in Scripture ALONE.
Wednesday, 15 July 2009
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Rebel
By Lecrae
'Don't Waste Your Life'
see relatedAre You Wasting Your Life? Don't!
Now if Christ is proclaimed as raised from the dead, how can some of you say that there is no resurrection of the dead? But if there is no resurrection of the dead, then not even Christ has been raised. And if Christ has not been raised, then our preaching is in vain and your faith is in vain. We are even found to be misrepresenting God, because we testified about God that he raised Christ, whom he did not raise if it is true that the dead are not raised if it is true that the dead are not raised. For if the dead are not raised, not even Christ has been raised. And if Christ has not been raised, your faith is futile and you are still in your sins. Then those who also have fallen asleep in Christ have perished. if in this life only we have hoped in Christ, we are of all people most to be pitied.
- Paul, 1 Corinthians 15:12-18 (ESV)
Paul said if Christ ain't resurrected then we wasted out lives /
but that implies that our life's built around Jesus being alive.
-Lecrae, "Don't Waste Your Life"
The lyric penned by Lecrae above should really cause you to think. It really causes the passage in 1 Corinthians 15 to stand out I think. I was aware of the portion very well that says if Christ is not resurrected, we should be pitied. If it could be shown that Jesus was not actually raised, then we are FOOLS for worshiping to resurrected Jesus! Heck, if Jesus was not raised... would you still be a Christian? If it could be proven... there is no way I would persist in the faith. Hedonism, I would greet thee with open arms! If Christ has not been raised, we are the dumbest people to walk the planet.
But the second line from Lecrae caused me to think about the Scripture in a clearer way. For us to be considered fools for thinking Jesus has been raised, if he had not been raised in truth, our lives would HAVE to be FOCUSED on Jesus actually being risen!
I wonder how many professing Christians would affirm with their mouths that this is true- that Jesus is risen, but they do not have their life truly centered ON that wonderful truth? What we do is to be focused on Christ. What I do should be focused on Christ. God has given me the ability to write for the cause of Christ... yet I have not blogged in quite a while... have not used this God-given tool to proclaim Christ and him crucified for our sins and resurrected from the grave for the glory of God. God has given me the mouth to speak, but how often have I remained silent about the gospel I cling to for my salvation?
It is certainly easier to sit and not work for the cause of Christ. Personally I dream often about building a better computer... getting a new iPod... seeing the next movie I am interested in... etc. So many distractions are available to us. But our lives are but a flash in the pan of eternity. And I'm not interested in wasting this life the God has graciously given me.
I am not trying to be legalistic about this or come down on anyone else's case.... I'm talking about where I'm at in this point in my life. I really don't want to waste my life chasing the wind. I want to be working for the cause of Christ... to grow in His righteousness.
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A helpful resource would be checking out John Piper's book "Don't Waste Your Life."
"Don't Waste Your Life" - Lecrae
Thursday, 28 May 2009
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Alapalooza
By Weird Al Yankovic
see relatedA friend who is gone
This post isn't going to be too theological or anything. So if that is why you read this, feel free to get going now.
I just discovered that I have lost someone I considered to be my best friend for about a year now. I'm not talking like "oh, i'm emo and we're fighting but we'll get over it and make up later." no no. I mean... this person and I are no longer friends. period. Which kinda sucks, but is not totally unexpected I suppose.
This goes back quite a ways to March 3-4. I had posted on my status that I "did not ask Jesus into my heart." Well, Jo's mom took exception with this, and began to piece together many unrelated verses from the Bible and taking them out of context... including the "Facebook Jesus" verse: Revelation 3:20. Sickened and frustrated, I went back in response in full force. I am sick and tired of Revelation 3:20 being raped and turned into a passage that makes "Jesus knock on the door of your heart, begging for you to let him in."
Anway. I responded that Jesus doesn't beg and plead with us to accept him... and people can't be coherced or bribed into Christianity. The reason men don't repent is because men HATE God in the first place... if they did not hate him, they would repent and trust in the finished work of Christ for salvation, period. You can't convince someone or water down the gospel with seeker-driven services at church... or via some silly clowning ministry. These things do no good on their own at bringing people to repentance, because they just seek to be entertaining, not convicting and informing people of their sin and their need for a savior.
Well, Jo's family IS involved with "clowning ministries"... and I was fully aware of this from the getgo. My statements about clowning were not a personal attack ... it was to make a pointed statement to contextualize the seriousness of what I was speaking about. However Jo and her family were VERY offended by my statement.
Time went by, and I thought I had made piece about the situation. However, I could tell things between Jo and I were not the same after that. I never got any IMs from her... no emails or facebook pokes. Nothing. It was extremely obvious... especially when the day after STAR TREK came out, I called her to ask if she got to see it... and she didn't know who was calling. This doesn't seem a big deal, until you take the fact that she had my cell # programed into her cell. So... when I call, it says my name. But no... she did not know, because she had deleted my number.
I sent her an email basically telling her I had been noticing a drifting away... and asked her what the deal was with that. I got a reply last night... that while she had forgiven me about the thing w/ her mom... things that I would do would irritate her like never before, and then remind her why she was angry at me and then she would GET angry ... and the cycle would continue. So while I had been a friend who "had helped her when she was new in the city and been there when she needed," she had deemed that it is best to look back on our friendship with fondness and that the friendship itself "has run its course."
Yeah. ok.
There were many factors contributing to my frustration now though. For instance, she claimed she was interested in figuring out where she stood in the Calvinist debate... but when I had stated to her last fall that I did not want to pursue anything romantic at that time, she flat out stopped caring about those theological issues. To me that says she was only really interested in it because of me... I know med school is busy, but when someone takes time to read 2 or 3 books that are fantacy in nature so quickly as a couple of days... and then NEVER has time to finish the Boice/Ryken book THE DOCTRINES OF GRACE... that says something. That says she was not that interested in the debate and decided to just stick with her Arminian tradition.
Furthermore... she got so upset with my being critical of something I see as theologically incorrect as I was with clowning. Had I been going after an Emergent or cesationist possition, I doubt she'd be so upset. In fact, she'd pretty much be thinking "go get 'em!" But because I stepped on HER toes... and her family's toes... she just got offended.
Nolan's advice when I came to him about my frustration about the drifting was "maybe it's for the best" and implied I should just leave it alone and move on anyway. However I guess this way has more closure. It is just frustrating. I viewed her as a best friend, along with Kacey, Nolan, and Colleen pretty much. But now I'm without that friendship, having it ripped from me. She denied that the drifting had happened since November or so, but I still think it had started then, LONG before we scuffled over clowning. When I came home around then, and then even in December for Christmas break there was no effort in her part to find out when I'd be home or any indication she wanted to spend any minute with me.
oh well.
Saturday, 02 May 2009
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Greatest Hits
By dc Talk
see relatedOn the Marketing of God's Word...
2 Timothy 3:16-17 (ESV)
All Scripture is breathed out by God and profitable for teaching, for reproof, for correction, and for training in righteousness, that the man of God may be competent, equipped for every good work.
I am a big fan of the ESV. I find it to be a very word-for-word accurate translation yet understandable. I like that while it is similar to the NRSV, the version the Religious Studies Dept. uses here @ MSU, it reflects much more theologically conservative and faithful readings of many a passage that the NRSV... well... theologically butchers. I've often wondered back and forth on the issue, however of the TNIV - Today's New International Version. I know some personally who use this version... but I know there is quite a bit of controversy surrounding the translation, and not from just the KJV-Only nutjobs. Many of the men I respect most - Al Mohler, John Piper, J.I. Packer, etc. are very distrusting of the TNIV for various reasons. (One of the more damning aspects of the TNIV is its translation of Psalm 34:20 in such a way that actually REMOVES the prophetic reference to Christ - "[God] protects all their bones, not one of them will be broken," changing the singular "his" to the generic plural "their".)
However, this post is NOT about the TNIV. (though I have spent too much time already rambling about it!)
While listening to a podcast by Rev. Al Mohler (here), I noticed something that the good Reverend pointed out. The Bible is the Word of God, yes? to equip for every good work... to teach... etc.? Well...





Do you get the point???
SO many "specialty" Bibles to fill market niches...
I have, for instance an NIV Student Bible... something more or less for teens with its level of notes... but I have it LEATHER BOUND. I even had my name engraved... for WHAT? a Bible that basically "expires" after I turn 18 or 19?? Does that seem... off to anyone? It does to me.
There is NOTHING wrong with study bibles. I have an ESV Study Bible AND an ESV Reformation Study Bible... both of which are amazing tools for study! I often feel lost if I do not have either of those Bibles with me, ESPECIALLY when I am working through the Old Testament, with so many cities and terminologies I am unfamiliar with. However many MANY of these I am skeptical of go beyond the scholarly emphasis. They often will have study notes that focus on... well... me. The Bible for the 12 yr old boy who plays Nintendo Wii... where does it end??? The focus isn't on helping the reader understand the given Bible passage. It is on meeting the individual's felt NEEDS.
Scholarship and theology has been exchanged for self-help Bible programs. ... and i'm not even TALKING about the "translations" themselves... from the TNIV to the NLT... I'm not saying we have to have NO study notes and NO designs on the Bibles... that is fine. But a camo Bible? I mean really...
What are your thoughts??
Tuesday, 21 April 2009
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Friends, birthdays, and a lack of a wall post.
Nostalgia and I have a funny relationship. I'm a bit of a fan looking back on the times ... probably because I can't imagine there are any good times ahead of a 23 yr old young man.
But in looking back, I also look to now... where I am. and I cannot help but feel somewhat down. I have a "best friend" who made no contact with me on my birthday. It would have made sense if he were... in Africa doing missions... or well, that's about the only VALID excuse for someone to forget his best friend's birthday I think. Then again, I said "his" best friend's... maybe that's where I went wrong with my understanding.
It is just really lame, you know? can a person not take 20 seconds away from talking with his girlfriend he sees constantly to write a brief birthday message on Facebook? or take the 40 - 50 seconds to leave a QUICK voice mail wishing me a happy 23rd birthday? is that really too much? I mean, my brother's best friend and he actually do a gift exchange for birthdays. no, I don't want stuff from my best friend... but Dave and his bud see each other what? once a year? there seems to be more substance there than with a friend i've had since high school.
sorry if i seem to be in a emo-funk. But from where I sit... i've had at least two great friends of mine walk away in the past few months. maybe even how I wrote that was wrong. it's not necesarily their fault... i'm no perfect guy, by FAR. was it me? maybe if it were I could fix it. but when someone doesn't want to be your friend... whatever the friendship used to be... you can't just MAKE him or her be a friend.
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I am someone who actually can be put into a box in terms of what I believe. But that's fine... the box is there for a reason... I feel safe in there. ;-) Theologically, you may say I am a "Consistent Protestant", but I suppose this would offend most protestants themselves. So I will say I am a Reformed Christian... aka a Calvinist. I very much believe in the Doctrines of Grace as described in the T.U.L.I.P. Preach the gospel like a Lutheran... but have the security of a Baptist (LoL). I guess you could call me a Bapistyrian (part-Baptist, part-Presbyterian). Oh yeah... I LOVE the gospel! Preach Christ and him crucified for the forgiveness of sins... in and out of season.
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